As I was beginning to participate in the
Blessed Mother's excruciating pains of the chest, she implored with a voice
filled with sorrows.
THE BLESSED MOTHER:
The path that leads to my Son Jesus is a narrow and rough one of the
cross. The human race can be saved by this path, but many do not come
near it.
Combine your forces. Pray without ceasing for the souls that are not
turning away from the road that leads to their perdition.
October
19, 1986
Today, the Blessed Mother shed copious
amounts of dense tears of blood. Fr. John Park, the Pastor of Naju, also
came with other parishioners and witnessed the tears of blood. Her statue
turned into the beautiful, merciful, living Blessed Mother. But she looked
so sad, as she was crying and imploring us.
THE BLESSED MOTHER:
As the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit are One, you must all become
one, too, and console me.
October
20, 1986
Three Sisters from the Naju Parish, three
other Sisters from the City of Kwangju(=Gwangju) and five lay people came.
While I was praying with them, I fell because of pains. I participated in
the pains that the Blessed Mother was suffering. The Blessed Mother's loving
voice came from her statue.
THE BLESSED
MOTHER:
This world is decaying with sins. Even with the Sacred Blood of my Son
Jesus, it is difficult to appease the just anger of God the Father. Let
me borrow your body and your mouth.
I am shivering with cold. Who can comfort me? Who can console my Heart
that is shaking with cold? Now, you are not praying to me, but I am imploring
you. Pray for priests, my sons. They continue to be tempted. To protect
them, you need to give clothing, food and water to those people whose
souls are naked, hungry and thirsty. Through these souls, devils are becoming
stronger and more violent. To prevent them, you must offer prayers combined
with sacrifices and self-denial, and also offer up poverty and penance
gracefully.
Come back to my Immaculate Heart . . . . I call you today for a special
purpose. Renounce your ego and abandon selfishness. I will be your shield.
Even the arrows of fire thrown by devils will not harm you. Pray much
without worrying. I want you to stand on my side and become courageous
guides in saving this world permeated with evil.
October
21, 1986
While I was offering an evening prayer,
the warm voice of the Blessed Mother came from her statue.
THE
BLESSED MOTHER:
My daughter, my beloved daughter! Listen to my words well. I have implored
with tears at many places in the world. It has been very difficult to
find souls who are consecrated to converting sinners by participating
in sufferings with me for the sake of my Son Jesus and me.
But you have promised martyrdom. Therefore, I ask you to find such souls
for me. I want you (plural) to offer your pains combined with more prayers,
sacrifices, penance, poverty and self-denial.
Julia: . . . Mother, your words be done unto me.
THE BLESSED MOTHER:
Thank you. The sins in the world are so numerous that God the Father's
just anger has reached an extremely high level.
(Shedding tears) My daughter! I will call the religious. Through them,
I will blow my spirit into those of my children who do not know me and
let the light shine from them like a river. But how can they understand
my words, if they keep their hearts closed?
My daughter! Help me. Quench my burning thirst.
October
22, 1986
While I was praying, I began feeling a heavy
pressure on my shoulders and was losing energy in my whole body. I fell,
as an extreme pain was starting.
THE BLESSED MOTHER:
Listen to the sounds of driving nails on me. I am being crucified together
with my Son.
Julia: . . . How can we soothe the painful wounds of Jesus and how can
we pull out all the nails from His hands and feet?
The Blessed Mother showed me the scene of her being crucified and asked
me to experience it with her. It was an indescribably miserable scene.
She was being crucified, every time we sinned and every time we judged
others. Her body became full of wounds and it was hard even to breathe.
Who will cry for us and who will put into practice what Our Lady is asking
of us?
Julia: Mother, please tell me. Your servant is listening. I am not afraid
of pains. I want to comfort you by suffering your pains.
I received the pains of crucifixion and of being hit by arrows and swords.
The Blessed Mother spoke again.
THE BLESSED MOTHER:
Who will pull out these nails, arrows and swords? The nails are bigger,
go deeper and are harder to pull out when they are caused by my close
children.
Now, my children! Receive pliers from me and hand over the hammers that
you have been holding in your hands until now. Pull out all the nails
with the pliers. Also, keep this weapon well. The devils' job is to take
the pliers away from you and give back the hammers. They constantly keep
an eye on you, so be alert and on your guard. The shields and weapons
that you can use against them are prayers and the arrows of love. Before
love, all the devils will give up.
October
23, 1986
While I was praying the rosary, a light
was shining from the Blessed Mother's statue like the sunlight and her merciful
voice came from the statue.
THE BLESSED
MOTHER:
Go to the Pastor. As I told you before, I need a
helper. I called him to be an apostle and a vanguard of my Immaculate
Heart and I want you to work with him.
It is time to consecrate yourselves to me. Why do you hesitate again
and again? I am asking you for this together with my Son Jesus because
of the pains in Our Hearts caused by many who do not live a consecrated
life.
Also consecrate the Blue Army. Offer more rosaries and sacrifices for
world peace and human salvation.
Sacrifices are truly the beautiful fruits of mortification, penance,
poverty and self-denial. Always work as a very little person with obedience.
Then, I will be with you always.
October
29, 1986
The Blessed Mother's statue looked so miserable
with lots of blood and tears on her face. I had never seen her looking so
miserable. I was crying loudly feeling much pain in my heart. Others present
also cried aloud. "Mother, who made your face like this? I cannot look at
your face. Mother, please forgive us. We have not seen your face looking
so miserable. Mother, tell us. Tell us what we can do." I kept crying. At
that moment, the Blessed Mother spoke with an anxious voice through her
statue. THE BLESSED MOTHER: Practice obedience. Obey all?from your superiors
to those who are of a lower status than you. As I obeyed all, you do the
same. I feel so anxious, but will give you energy. So, do not cry but stand
up courageously. What can we do, if people refuse to accept our love? Even
God cannot force them. Do not expect too much too fast. Be patient and wait
for the good time. After the Blessed Mother finished speaking, the Pastor
came with another priest and asked me to wipe the tears of blood from the
Blessed Mother¡¯s statue. I felt so sad, but wiped the tears of blood from
the statue beginning from the face down to the feet, contemplating the Blessed
Mother¡¯s words that we should practice obedience.
October
31, 1986
I felt much pain in my left hand. It looked
as if it was going to begin bleeding. At about 10 p.m., my feet began to
harden. It was becoming late, but I did not want to leave the Blessed Mother.
At about 2 A.M., pains intensified and I fell. I heard the Blessed Mother
speaking.
THE BLESSED MOTHER:
Emphasize to everyone the importance of the Holy Eucharist. By the Holy
Eucharist, the Lord will be in you. He will live in you and stay there
always, if you open your heart and receive Him with a clean heart. How
can the Lord enter you, if you do not have a clean heart or keep the door
closed? Look at those receiving Holy Communion . . . .
I saw many people receiving Communion. There only were a few who were
receiving the Lord sincerely. The Blessed Mother was at the Lord¡¯s side.
She was crying because of so many sacrilegious Communions. She wants us
to make frequent Confessions so that even one more soul may be saved.
November
5, 1986
I saw the Blessed Mother nailed to the
Cross suffering excruciating pains. I took part in her pains. They were
so hard to endure. As she was speaking from the Cross, I was repeating
her exact words without realizing it. Some of my helpers wrote down what
they were hearing.
THE BLESSED MOTHER:
Is there anyone who can lower me from the Cross? Moment after moment,
there are more people who crucify me. I am suffering on the Cross together
with my Son Jesus.
Help me. I cannot appease God the Father's anger without your help.
Can you participate in my sufferings? . . .
Because of birth control and abortions, I feel extreme pains in my womb.
Little lives are roaming about in limbo after having been deprived of
their human dignity and treated only as a lump of bloody flesh?which was
a consequence of the human cruelty, desecration and failure to recognize
the dignity of human life. Pray and soothe their wounds and offer atonements
for the sins commited at night.
Do you see the blood flowing out of my throat? God the Father's just
anger is overflowing. Because I love you all, I am holding on to you all
even to the extent of vomiting blood . . . in order to save even one more
soul that is failing.
I will stay in you, if you renounce yourselves and come to me. Unite
with one another in love. If you do, Satan will retreat. Become apostles
of my Immaculate Heart. Console me by doing so.