A PERSONAL TESTIMONY BY LUCIA SUN-HEE HWANG

 

My name is Lucia Sun-Hee Hwang from Chung-joo City in Korea.

 

In my high-school years of many dreams, I attended services at a Protestant church thinking that I believed in God.  After I got married, my life changed drastically.  My mother-in-law was a Buddhist and also was into many superstitious practices like most other mothers in my country.  She frequently visited fortune-tellers and asked shamans to come and perform rituals to exorcise evil spirits.

 

At first, I hated intensely what my mother-in-law was doing, but gradually became like her.  During the twenty-year period of my marriage, my husband had business failures twice.  The housekeeping crumbled and discords continued ceaselessly.  My life was so painful and tiring.  Because of disagreements with my husband, troubles with my in-laws, and the continuing financial difficulties, I lived a painful and tiring life like a nightmare day after day.  Meanwhile, I unexpectedly began going to a Catholic church and was baptized.  Soon, however, I discontinued going to the church and remained a non-practicing Catholic for the next ten years.

 

Then, last year, on May 5, I was diagnosed with a breast cancer.  I was not seriously worried about it, thinking that modern medicine is so advanced and a surgery will take care of it.  However, additional tests and X-rays showed that the cancer had spread even to the breastbone.  Actually, the breastbone was filled with the cancer cells and, because of this, surgery was not possible.  Hearing this, I was shocked as if I was struck by a lightening.  I knew I just received a death sentence. 

 

I thought that my life was coming to an end at a young age of 48.  I remembered that I had committed grave sins like practicing superstitions and hating others.  Until then, I had not known how serious these sins were.  As my faith in the modern medicine was shattered, I had to give up all hopes about my life.  As surgery was not possible, the doctors only continued giving me the drug and radiation treatments.  On May 16, after receiving an injection but without eating any food, I dragged my sick body to the prayer meeting in Naju.

 

Because I had not known about the Blessed Mother of Naju and had stayed away from the Church for a long time, I still had many doubts during the prayer meeting.  I could not believe that the Blessed Mother had shed tears of blood.  My elder sister was shedding tears like a waterfall, praying to the Blessed Mother, but I was only lying down on the floor like a corpse.

 

On June 30, I came to Naju again.  I was wearing a hat, because I was becoming bald because of the injections.  This time, unlike the previous visit, I was filled with emotion and felt hot in my heart.  While Julia was praying over me for my healing and conversion, I suddenly began feeling deeply guilty about my life of 48 years.  I repeatedly asked the Blessed Mother for forgiveness.  I kept praying loudly until my throat was hurting that my sins be forgiven.  I kept on crying and screaming.  After I returned home, I asked for forgiveness from all my family whom I had hated.  In the love of the Blessed Mother of Naju, I reconciled with everyone in the family.

 

After we forgave each other and reconciled with each other, true peace was restored.  I had never experienced such peace and love in the previous 48 years.  The forgiveness, peace and love that we received through the Blessed Mother of Naju was changing my family into a heaven. 

 

On July 4, I went back to the hospital to see the recent test rests.  It was a miracle!  The two large tumors in the breast and the countless cancer cells in the breastbone were gone completely!  I realized that the Blessed Mother loved me despite my enormous sinfulness.  Feeling overwhelmed with gratitude to the Blessed Mother of Naju for giving me such love and healing, I went back to Naju to present my cleanly-healed body.  In Naju, I saw Julia suffering pains in reparation for the sins of abortions in the world.  I had been baptized, but had not really known the Lord and the Blessed Mother.  I had not known about sins at all, either.  In Naju, I learned what a terrible sin abortion was and received the precious grace of deeply repenting this sin.    

 

The Blessed Mother of Naju gave me more graces when I went to her to give thanks for rescuing me from death.  If it were not for the Blessed Mother's help, how could I have been saved from death, as even the modern medicine could not do anything about my cancer?  And how could I have begun a life of resurrection, deeply repenting my past sins, forgiving everyone, and loving everyone?

 

I will ever love the Blessed Mother of Naju who has always loved me and healed both my soul and body.  I will tell many people that they can also receive spiritual and physical healing and be saved, if they trust the Blessed Mother of Naju and pray.  Thank you, Blessed Mother, for giving me a new life despite my unworthiness.  I also thank Julia who suffered pains for me.  

 

 

               

 

  My name is Juliana Yang-Nim Lee,

 a humble housewife with three children living in Kwangju, Korea.

About ten years ago, I was in despair and depression because of my husband's business failure and huge debts totaling about 300 million won (about $300,000).  My husband left all the responsibility for the children and the debt to me and ran away.

By that time, I had been leading a carefree life decorating myself gaudily with heavy make-up, earrings as big as a fist, and my hair dyed blonde.  I did not have any working experience or any other measures to counter the crisis.  I was incapable of overcoming the sudden hardship.  I became hopeless and even wished to die, but could not do it because of the children.

To make things worse, I was devastated by a diagnosis of malignant tumors (two with a diameter of 3 cm and one with a diameter of 2 cm) growing between the small intestine and the large intestine.  I made a reservation for surgery at the medical center at Seoul National University, which had the best reputation in that area. 

During the twenty-day period before the surgery, I came down to Kwangju to prepare for the worst by making the confession and receiving the Sacrament of the Sick.  I kept taking painkillers because of severe pains.  At about this time, I began visiting the Blessed Mother's House (the Chapel) in Naju, which I had heard about before.

While praying there, I asked more for my repentance and salvation than for physical recovery.  About fifteen days after I began praying, I remembered my past sinful life like seeing a movie.  I realized my pride with which I believed that I was leading a good life, even though I had committed mortal sins including the attempt to commit suicide.  I unceasingly shed tears of repentance, asking forgiveness from the Lord and the Blessed Mother.

There were five Sisters near me in the Chapel also praying.  Suddenly, they said, "Oh, my!  Sister!  I smell powerful fragrance of roses from you."  At that moment, I became certain that the Blessed Mother was healing me, and responded with Amen

Soon I realized that the severe pains in my body completely disappeared.  From that day on, I have not taken any painkillers.  Soon, feeling much anxiousness, I went to the medical center at Seoul National University for examination.  To my great surprise and joy, all three malignant tumors disappeared.  The doctors were totally amazed.  They said, "This is very unusual!"  They suggested further tests on me as a study case.  I underwent more than five tests, one each month.  The tests using a colonoscope were very painful, but I offered up the pains for the conversion of sinners.  After all the tests, the doctors were completely convinced of my healing and were amazed.

Afterwards, I received a phone call or two per year from the hospital, checking if I was doing okay.  Just recently, I went through a general examination again and the result, after ten years since the surgery, was clean.  I live a healthy and happy life.  I have become healthier spiritually and physically thanks to the graces from the Blessed Mother of Naju.  I have worked hard on my job and repaid all the debts that my husband left me.  My three children have grown up healthily in body and mind.  They have a good faith and study hard at school.  Aren't these graces from the Lord and the Blessed Mother in Naju?

Praying for the conversion of sinners and sick families, I am joyfully looking after my mother-in-law, have forgiven my husband, and are offering up sincere prayers of blessing for him.  I continue praying, firmly believing that my husband also will someday receive the grace of repentance through the Blessed Mother of Naju.

Since my healing, I have never missed any of the prayer meetings on First Saturdays and on Thursday evenings.  I have done this in gratitude to the Lord and the Blessed Mother for healing my soul and body and also as a spiritual management of myself.  Julia has emphasized that receiving the graces is important but managing them well is even more important.

If it were not for the Blessed Mother of Naju, I would have walked the way of ruin throughout my life, lamenting over my miserable life and blaming and hating my husband.  Instead, I listened to the messages of the Blessed Mother of Naju and, as a result, I am living a life filled with joy, love, peace, and gratitude.  I do not envy anything in the world.  I am so happy right now.  I also give love and gratitude to Julia who suffers pains all the time to bring graces to sinners like me. 

I do not have any human ambition.  The only wish that I have is that the Blessed Mother be approved soon so that the numerous souls in the world who have lost their way, are wandering, are struggling in the world and in their sins, and are thirsting for the sweet rain from above may be saved like me.

Thank you.

Who can understand my joy?

Praise and glory to the Lord and the Blessed Mother!

I had been a Protestant for almost ten years and even a deacon.

I had been quite happy and busy in a Protestant church.

In March of 1999, however, I had a serious doubt about the Protestant church and became a Catholic. Soon afterwards, my eldest daughter was wounded in a traffic accident. In early May, my second daughter also had an accident in a restaurant. A china bowl containing hot food fell on one of her legs. She received a first-aid treatment at a nearby clinic. It was about 9 p.m. The next day, she was taken to a hospital. The doctor said that she had to be hospitalized because of her serious inflammation. Her leg became very swollen. The doctor said that she needed to get injections of antibiotics. Since my mother was looking after my daughter in the hospital room, I went home to bring my daughters clothes and other personal things. When I arrived at home, there were some parishioners who came to visit us. While praying with them, I became more unsettled and decided to bring my daughter home. With my husbands consent, I brought my daughter home. The next day, the parishioners came back with some water from Naju and suggested that my daughters swollen leg be placed in the water. I had doubts, but I needed to grab even a straw. After my daughters leg was submerged in the water, the swelling on her leg seemed to be reduced. It was a miracle! She was being healed!

Later, I took my daughter to my mothers, because it was my mothers birthday. Everyone said that I was crazy, because I did not keep my daughter in the hospital. I continued treating my daughter at home with the water from Naju. About three weeks later, my daughters leg was completely healed. When my mother came and saw it, I began telling her about Jesus, the Blessed Mother and the miraculous water. I did not think it would be easy for my mother to convert, because she had been a fervent follower of a Buddhist sect from Japan for 29 years. I was surprised, when she said, I want to drink some of that water, too. She also said, I want to keep that nun and that man in my home, too! She was referring to the statues of Jesus and the Blessed Mother.

When she arrived at her home, she burned the Buddhist idols and converted to Catholicism. I wept for joy. The Blessed Mother was giving us such a grace!

In the past, I thought that Catholics were idol-worshippers. Now, I go to Mass on Sundays and on weekdays. Going to Mass is such a joy. I had such an attachment to luxuries, but I dont care about them any more. Who can understand my joy when I am in the Catholic church together with my mother, my father and my husband?

¡ª Hae Kyung Chung, Joongang Heights Bldg. 8, #1408, Sanjung 3-dong, Mokpo, Jeonnam Province, South Korea, August 1999 Tel. (061) 273-2380

Misjudgment and misunderstanding have dissipated in the presence of the fragrance of roses

My name is Joon Soo Park in Taegu, Korea. I am preparing to be baptized on coming Easter Sunday. The Blessed Mother has called me from the Protestant church.

I would like to give testimony to some people who have been bearing beautiful fruits of love and evangelization thanks to the fragrance which represents the presence of the Lord and the Blessed Mother. I want to emphasize that so much prayer and acts of charity are necessary to help save one soul and that the missionary work is never a work of a single individual. I want to give special thanks to Virgitta and Serena, who, despite the indifference and criticisms by those around them, succeeded in bearing fruits of love with Jesus and Mary, who will triumph eventually. I have realized the truth that we are all brethren in the Lord and the Blessed Mother and that, when we are united with each other with love, Gods presence and help stay with us without fail.

The first testimony is about Mr. Koo who eventually came back to the Lord and the Blessed Mother after smelling the fragrance of roses. I noticed that he was changing not only spiritually but also in his outer appearance. When he was at work (making dresses), he played the Marian hymns from Naju and was singing along. He looked like an innocent boy. I was filled with joy.

Mr. Koo's wife was baptized a long time ago, but has been away from the Church for the past 22 years. After noticing changes in her husbands life, she came to Naju with her husband. People teased them, saying that they were like newly-weds. He is taking instructions by correspondence with much zeal. He is so anxious not to be late for Mass. Mr. Koo, his wife, and myself are all catechumen, but are so happy as we sing together praising the Lord and the Blessed Mother.

The second testimony is about a woman who had been severely prejudiced again the Blessed Mother of Naju, but corrected her erroneous views. The owner of a flower shop had been taking instructions, but gave up and became a Buddhist. So, I visited him several times and told him about my experiences. He said that he would believe in God, if he could experience even one like what I had experienced. While I was again telling him about the Blessed Mother of Naju in his flower shop, a young lady came in and was listening to us. She said that she was a Catholic and that, even though she had never been to Naju, she heard about Naju from her pastor. Her pastor told her that the fragrance in Naju was from perfume and that the tears of blood on the Blessed Mother's statue were actually animal blood that people in Naju used to deceive people. He definitely told her that the miracles in Naju were false. I was shocked, but told her what I had experienced in Naju. At that moment, a sweet fragrance was smelled by all three of us and was becoming stronger as we continued talking. The young lady began shedding tears. She said that she would surely visit Naju. I was amazed by the love and power of God, who repelled the misjudgment and the misunderstanding in a few seconds by means of the fragrance. The owner of the flower shop also became interested in the Catholic Faith again.

The third testimony is about a woman who owns a bookstore specializing in professional books. She grew up under her grandmother who was a devout Catholic, but she stopped going to church when she got married seven years ago. Her husband, who was one year younger than herself, was a car dealer in a foreign country. He visited home very infrequently. When he came and left, he left huge credit-card debts to his wife. She was leading a difficult life, raising two children. She was even pressed by her mother-in-law to convert to Buddhism. I felt sorry for her, and visited her home several times. In her home, I met a man who was about 30 years old. I thought that he was a Buddhist and began telling him about the Life of Jesus and his miracles. As I was talking, he kept his eyes closed. I thought that he was moved by my talk.

Several days later, I found out what had really happened to him while I was talking to him. He was smelling a sweet fragrance! His mother was a shaman, and he himself was somewhat into it also. I became more anxious and went back to the bookstore to learn his address or phone number. While I was talking to the owner of the bookstore, she said that she was smelling a fragrance. She said that her bookstore always had an unpleasant smell from old books and could not understand where this fresh, sweet fragrance was coming. She said that she could not describe how she was feeling and that she felt like crying. She said that she wanted to rush to a church, kneel before the Lord and pray. I was so surprised at the sudden change in her. The fragrance lasted for about one hour. The Lord was soaking our souls in His graces like sweet rain.

I called her next day and was told by her that she had resumed praying the rosary in a long time, that she would let her two children be baptized, that she would pray for her mother-in-law, and that she would understand and love her husband more. She promised that she would never waver in her trust in the Lord and would lead a good life. I was amazed again by the Blessed Mothers leading many children on the road to salvation by revealing her presence to them. I pray and pray again that the owner of the bookstore and her family will become a holy family in the blessing and graces by the Lord and the Blessed Mother.

I think we should do our best in spreading the Blessed Mother's words from Naju so that more souls may go to Heaven. Every time we work to make Naju known in little ways, the Lord and the Blessed Mother help and, sometimes, even give us the fragrance, which represents their presence. This confirms that the signs that they give us Naju for this age are genuine. Thank you, Lord and the Blessed Mother!

¡ª Joon Soo Park, 256-1 joyung-Dong, Kyungsan City, Kyongbuk, Korea, January 10, 2000, Tel. 011-529-3783

A Testimony by Jong Won Kang

Our baby girl, 14 months old, had convulsions for unknown reasons and was admitted to Sunchon-Hyang Hospital in Seoul on April 19, 1995. There she received treatment for two months. The doctor did his best, but there was no improvement. We moved her to a different hospital, which was an oriental herbal clinic belonging to the medical school at Kyung-Hee University, and then to the pediatrics clinic in the same university, but her condition continued worsening. The diagnosis for the baby was Wolf Syndrome, which is a very rare disease, occurring only to one baby among fifty thousand. We were so depressed after hearing from the doctor that there was no more hope. We moved the baby back to Sunchon-Hyang Hospital, because we could not take her home and just watch her die. Then, we called a Catholic woman by the name of Clara Lee, who was a friend of a relative of ours. We asked her to recommend to us a Catholic prayer house, because we could not take the baby home and watch her die. Clara Lee said there was no prayer house in the Catholic Church and suggested that we take the baby to the Blessed Mother's House in Naju in South Cholla Province. So, we thought that we would let the baby die after we ask God for the last time rather than just letting her die at home. We took the baby out of the hospital on June 28, 1995 and directly went to the Blessed Mother's House (=the Chapel) in Naju. We entrusted the baby to the Will of God and began praying. While in Naju, we witnessed truly amazing events on June 30. At about 4:30 p.m I stepped out of the Chapel, because people were saying that there was a miracle of the sun. I looked at the sun and saw an image of the Eucharist which was rotating inside the sun. It was truly amazing. During the prayer meeting that night, some people said that they saw Sacred Hosts descending to the altar before the Blessed Mother's statue. At the end of the prayer meeting, I went to the front of the Chapel and clearly saw the seven Sacred Hosts.

At about 10:30 p.m on July 2, we were surrounding the seven people who were consuming the seven Sacred Hosts that had descended on the previous night. We were with our sick baby and were praying. The last person who received Communion was Julia. We saw that, a few seconds after she received the Eucharist, the Sacred Host was changing into visible Flesh and Blood on her tongue. At that moment, I was sure that God exists and, with a deep confidence in Him, asked Him to heal the baby, holding her in my arms. God, please let the baby live! I begged Him.

A priest dipped one of his fingers in the Blood on Julia's tongue and, with that finger, made the Sign of the Cross on our baby's forehead. At that moment, I was sure that our baby was going to live. With an overwhelming joy, we cried a lot and offered up a prayer of thanksgiving.

On the same night, I could not sleep and was standing outside the Chapel and praying before the Blessed Mother's large statue in the yard. There also were two priests from abroad, two other foreign pilgrims and Sebastian Kwon from Buchon (in Korea). One of the two priests, who was from Guam, stepped on the rocks to get closer to the Blessed Mother's statue, because he saw something unusual. What he saw was the Blessed Mother's tears on her statue outside the Chapel. I was very amazed and looked closely at the Blessed Mother's face. She indeed was shedding tears from her eyes, mucous from her nostrils, and sweat from her face. The front yard where the statue was became filled with the fragrance of roses. It was truly a miracle. A miracle, which I had only been hearing about, occurred before my eyes.

I swear that my testimony is true. We are still overwhelmed with what happened and continue thanking God.

¡ª Chong-Won Kang, Shinan Apartment, Buidling 107, #105

Pungmu-dong, Kimpo, Kyungki Province, Korea

Tel. 0341-98-0110, 0341-983-3027, July 3, 1995

(Translator's Note in July 1999: The scenes described in this testimony can be seen in the video: Mary Draws Us To The Eucharist #1. The baby girl, who was healed, is growing as a healthy, happy child.)

A sick family healed by the Blessed Mother

My name is Angela Lim living in Busan, South Korea. I divorced my husband 18 years ago and have been raising two children. No one will understand how many times I have cried or how much pain I have endured. Tears of blood have been flowing inside me.

I was so resentful and decided to take revenge by earning as much money as possible and raising the children in the best way possible. I worked like an ox, even though I had some sickness. My heart was always sizzling with resentment and anger, unable to forgive. I was angry with the world and, sometimes, even with God.

On December 8, 1987, I had an opportunity to visit Naju. There was a prayer meeting for the consecration of the new Chapel, to which the Blessed Mother's statue was moved from Julia's apartment. At that meeting, Julia relayed the Blessed Mother's messages to us:

The just anger of God the Father is overflowing. Do not criticize or judge others, but convert yourself. . . . Families are sick. Sanctify your family by loving one another. Never blame others, but always blame yourself only. Those who accept my messages will experience a renewal of their souls through my messages of love. . . .

I was totally shaken up by these messages and Julia's testimonies. I was crying loudly. Until that time, I always thought that I was right. I never admitted any fault on my part. As I had always been blaming others and been full of anger, I felt so shameful before the Lord and the Blessed Mother. My heart was shaken up in an indescribable way and I was crying uncontrollably. I cried and cried, as I was deciding to forgive and accept my husband.

People around me in the Chapel asked me to control the noise. So, I crawled out and began cleaning the bathroom floor. I cleaned it thoroughly remembering Julia's words: Let us become a mop to clean souls. I wanted to become a mop for cleaning my husband, who was sick both spiritually and physically. I continued cleaning other corners around the Chapel. I felt so grateful to Julia, who suffered pains for the conversion of others, including me.

I went to the place where my husband was staying. He was in bed alone and very sick. He also had many debts. Momentarily, I felt angry, but soon this was replaced with an overwhelming sense of pity. We came home together and the Blessed Mother gradually restored his health. I got my spouse back after 18 long years, thanks to the Blessed Mother and her love. My dear children! Love even your enemies. If you live according to the love of God, you will be saved. These words of the Blessed Mother given to us through Julia were the medicine that gave our family a new life.

How can we say we love the Lord without loving our spouses, regardless of the situation? When I see his shortcomings, I realize they are truly my own shortcomings. My husband now looks like St. Joseph to me, as the Blessed Mother is filling my ignorant heart with her love.

The grace I received was so precious that I have been encouraging others to accept the Blessed Mother's love, too. Sometimes, we rent a bus, as there were quite a few people who wanted to visit Naju. Many around me, my relatives, friends and neighbors have been baptized. Sometimes, even Buddhist monks and Protestant clergymen joined the group and converted with tears in front of the Blessed Mother's statue in Naju. My husband is always anxious that I do not miss the trip to Naju. Often, he cannot come along because of the business. When I go to Naju without him, he waits for me at home in the evening, praying with a candlelight lit.

Now, whenever we have any difficulties or pains, I rush to the Blessed Mother in Naju. So far, she has taken care of all our problems. She knows all about our problems, whether they are spiritual or physical. Whenever we rush to her, trusting her, she helps us not just me but, my whole family. We have experienced this so many times. Our Lord also cures, through the Blessed Mother, physical sicknesses which were declared incurable by doctors.

Before visiting Naju, I had tried many other ways: charismatic prayer retreats, fasting, overnight prayers and so on. But I could not find peace of mind from them. The Blessed Mother cured my hardened heart and liberated me with love in Naju.

I am writing this testimony in immense gratitude to the Lord for curing my spiritual and physical sicknesses. I hope that others who are in difficulties will also find the boundless love of the Blessed Mother in Naju. Our Blessed Mother frequently said that we could reach glory only through suffering.

I cannot write here about all of the numerous sufferings I went through before conversion. Now I realize that even those many sufferings were given to me, because the Lord loves me. I give the Lord and the Blessed Mother my endless gratitude. I pray that each and every family in the whole world experience this healing by the Lord and become a small church.

¡ª Angela Lim , 18 Bupyong-dong 1-ka Chung-ku, Pusan, Korea, June 1992

Through my Mother's suffering the peace in the family has been restored. We had even been preparing for her funeral. . .

On the day we first visited Naju, the Blessed Mother was weeping lots of tears of blood through her statue. We cried loudly for a long time, repenting our sins and our indifference to her, who was actually so close to us all the time. Since then, we visited Naju frequently, filled with the desire to see the Blessed Mother.

On October 19, 1990, we attended an overnight prayer service for the first time. While listening to Julia relay the Blessed Mother's messages to us, I could not control myself and wept so much repenting my sins.

When Julia prayed for me near the end of the prayer meeting, I felt her hand as hot as an iron as it was touching my chest. I also felt an intense pain on the left side of my chest, which lasted until the next day. But, on subsequent days, my health improved visibly every day. My diabetes, which had afflicted me for 30 years, was gone! I stopped all the medication for the diabetes, but felt as light as a feather in my body. Now I can eat anything: rice, candy, chocolate, etc. My 20 year-old arthritis was also cured. Before, I had trouble bending my knees. Excess water had to be taken out of my knee joints. Now, it is all gone.

My mother had her first stroke in October 1991. She was in the hospital for three months. But, on May 1, 1992, she had another stroke. Doctors said it was hopeless. The whole family (25) gathered, expecting the worst. But, because my mother loved the Blessed Mother in Naju so much, we informed Julia. She came at about 10 p.m on May 3. We were shocked, when Julia began praying for my Mother's recovery. Everyone had already given up hope. My mother remained unconscious.

A while later, as Julia continued praying, my mother opened her eyes and, looking at Julia, said, The holy water! and, Forgive me. Julia prayed so fervently. She prayed for each of us, too. She left a little past midnight. My mother continued recovery and ate some food. By daybreak, she became fully alert and spoke clearly.

All of us were in such a shock that we couldn't even talk well. Our nine brothers and sisters were all married, but had different religions. We had lots of distrust and tension in the family. Now, because of Julia's prayers, we cried and repented. Instead of blaming each other, we all admitted our own faults. This was a truly amazing miracle. We embraced each other and cried loudly asking for forgiveness. We offered up our endless gratitude to the Lord and the Blessed Mother for the restored peace in our family.

In fact, my mother was always sad about the different religions and tension among her children and offered rosary prayers for each of us from 3:30 a.m every day. God allowed this grace of conversion and restoration of peace in the family because of my Mother's and Julia's prayers.

Through Julia's prayers for each of us that night, my 83 year-old father-in-law was cured of an intestinal inflammation, which everyone said was incurable. Four others were cured of various sicknesses like ulcers, arthritis, and pleurisy. My whole family converted because of these amazing miracles. We all came back to the Blessed Mother in Naju and began a life of prayers.

Praise to the Lord and the Blessed Mother in all eternity for curing and sanctifying our family. Amen.

¡ª Raphael Kim, Youngkwang, Jeonnam, South Korea

May 20, 1992

I had a hole in my heart, a cancer in my bone marrow and an inflammation in my spines. Because they were incurable, I even tried to take my own life by taking pills. But. . .?

My name is Mary Lee living in Busan, Korea. When I was born, there was a hole in my heart. Doctors said I could not live more than a few months. But I did not die. I left the hospital when I was three years old.

Since then, I grew up without God in my life. It was a sinful life. But my condition deteriorated and I had to go to the hospital again. The doctor said the hole reappeared in my heart and was growing. He said I needed surgery. This was very painful to me, both psychologically and physically. I was not able to pay for the surgery, but my parents and the rest of my family helped. I was hospitalized on September 2, 1989 and went through many tests. The surgery was on September 11 and took eight and a half hours.

One month later, I left the hospital. I was weeping for joy in the taxi coming home. Then, I was visiting the hospital periodically for checkup and treatment. But, disappointingly, the chest pain got worse and there was also a lump growing on my chest. At night, I was unable to sleep because of the pain. So, I had to go through another surgery. One month later, there still was no improvement and, so, there was another surgery. By that time, there even was inflammation in my bones and bone marrow. Parts of my ribs had to be cut off. These operations were so painful. I had to take so much medicine and injections every day. I even wanted to die.

But, one day, I somehow began praying to the Blessed Mother. There was a statue of hers at the entrance of the hospital. I prayed before the statue every evening, Forgive me and rescue me. Let me get out of this hospital, please. About two months after I started the prayer, I asked the doctor so persistently to let me go home that he finally did. But my condition did not improve and my bones continued to decay.

One day, I went to a prayer meeting at a church in Choryang, a northern suburb of Busan. There, I met a lady who told me about the weeping statue of the Blessed Mother in Naju. Again, that night, I was not able to sleep because of the pain.

The next morning, I went to the lady who told me about Naju. She lent me some video tapes from Naju. As I was watching them at home that night, I felt as if my heart were breaking up. I realized that God truly exists and also that the Blessed Mother truly lives. I cried and cried watching the tapes all night.

The next day, I asked the same lady if I could visit Naju. She introduced me to another lady who had experienced many blessings in Naju. She told me much about Naju and also said that I could be cured, both spiritually and physically, if I went there.

Later, I was able to visit Naju. There, I watched another video showing Julia's sufferings. I cried so much, repenting my sins. I was able to firmly believe that Jesus and the Blessed Mother were alive. In the past, I hated many people around memy parents, brothers, sisters, husband and neighbors. Sometimes, I was angry with God, too. But, now, I realized that all the problems were because of my own fault. I cried continuously, beating my chest and thinking that Julia was suffering because of my sins. I felt so grateful to the Blessed Mother, because I was led to the Lord and received so much grace from Him through the Blessed Mother's tears and Julia's sufferings. I came home filled with grace and joy.

A few days later, I wanted to go to Naju again. So, I did with a few friends. Since then, I went to Naju several times every month and found my health steadily improving. Soon, my bones became completely cured. I stopped taking pills and shots altogether. My stomach, liver and kidneys became healthy, too. My heart problem disappeared totally. Before, my body was a total mess with so many sicknesses and seven surgeries. When I converted and repented before the Lord, He completely cured my physical sicknesses as well. Our Lord also took care of our dire poverty. Now we even run our own store.

Blessed Mother! You called this wretched and unworthy sinner with your tears and led me to the Lord. You are truly our Mediatrix!

Truly living Jesus! All the glory to You in all eternity! Amen.

¡ª Mary Lee, 139 Yongsun 3-dong Yongdo-ku, Pusan, Korea, May 1992