A
PERSONAL TESTIMONY BY LUCIA
SUN-HEE HWANG
My name is Lucia Sun-Hee
Hwang from Chung-joo
City in
Korea.
In my high-school years of many dreams, I attended services at a
Protestant church thinking that I believed in God. After I got married, my life changed
drastically. My mother-in-law was a
Buddhist and also was into many superstitious practices like most other mothers
in my country. She frequently visited
fortune-tellers and asked shamans to come and perform rituals to exorcise evil
spirits.
At first, I hated intensely what my
mother-in-law was doing, but gradually became like her. During the twenty-year period of my marriage,
my husband had business failures twice.
The housekeeping crumbled and discords continued ceaselessly. My life was so painful and tiring. Because of disagreements with my husband,
troubles with my in-laws, and the continuing financial difficulties, I lived a
painful and tiring life like a nightmare day after day. Meanwhile, I unexpectedly began going to a
Catholic church and was baptized. Soon,
however, I discontinued going to the church and remained a non-practicing
Catholic for the next ten years.
Then, last year, on May 5, I was diagnosed
with a breast cancer. I was not
seriously worried about it, thinking that modern medicine is so advanced and a
surgery will take care of it. However,
additional tests and X-rays showed that the cancer had spread even to the
breastbone. Actually, the breastbone was
filled with the cancer cells and, because of this, surgery was not
possible. Hearing this, I was shocked as
if I was struck by a lightening. I knew
I just received a death sentence.
I thought that my life was coming to an end at a young age of 48. I remembered that I had committed grave sins
like practicing superstitions and hating others. Until then, I had not known how serious these
sins were. As my faith in the modern
medicine was shattered, I had to give up all hopes about my life. As surgery was not possible, the doctors only
continued giving me the drug and radiation treatments. On May 16, after receiving an injection but
without eating any food, I dragged my sick body to the prayer meeting in
Naju.
Because I had not known about the Blessed Mother of Naju and had stayed
away from the Church for a long time, I still had many doubts during the prayer
meeting. I could not believe that the
Blessed Mother had shed tears of blood.
My elder sister was shedding tears like a waterfall, praying to the
Blessed Mother, but I was only lying down on the floor like a
corpse.
On June 30, I came to Naju again.
I was wearing a hat, because I was becoming bald because of the
injections. This time, unlike the
previous visit, I was filled with emotion and felt hot in my heart. While Julia was praying over me for my
healing and conversion, I suddenly began feeling deeply guilty about my life of
48 years. I repeatedly asked the Blessed
Mother for forgiveness. I kept praying
loudly until my throat was hurting that my sins be forgiven. I kept on crying and screaming. After I returned home, I asked for
forgiveness from all my family whom I had hated. In the love of the Blessed Mother of Naju, I
reconciled with everyone in the family.
After we forgave each other and reconciled
with each other, true peace was restored.
I had never experienced such peace and love in the previous 48
years. The forgiveness, peace and love
that we received through the Blessed Mother of Naju was changing my family into
a heaven.
On July 4, I went back to the hospital to
see the recent test rests. It was a
miracle! The two large tumors in the
breast and the countless cancer cells in the breastbone were gone
completely! I realized that the Blessed
Mother loved me despite my enormous sinfulness.
Feeling overwhelmed with gratitude to the Blessed Mother of Naju for
giving me such love and healing, I went back to Naju to present my
cleanly-healed body. In Naju, I saw
Julia suffering pains in reparation for the sins of abortions in the world. I had been baptized, but had not really known
the Lord and the Blessed Mother. I had
not known about sins at all, either. In
Naju, I learned what a terrible sin abortion was and received the precious grace
of deeply repenting this sin.
The Blessed Mother of Naju gave me more
graces when I went to her to give thanks for rescuing me from death. If it were not for the Blessed Mother's help,
how could I have been saved from death, as even the modern medicine could not do
anything about my cancer? And how could
I have begun a life of resurrection, deeply repenting my past sins, forgiving
everyone, and loving everyone?
I will ever
love the Blessed Mother of Naju who has always loved me and healed both my soul
and body. I will tell many people that
they can also receive spiritual and physical healing and be saved, if they trust
the Blessed Mother of Naju and pray.
Thank you, Blessed Mother, for giving me a new life despite my
unworthiness. I also thank Julia who
suffered pains for me.
My name is Juliana Yang-Nim
Lee,
a
humble housewife with three children living in Kwangju, Korea.
About ten years ago, I was in despair and depression
because of my husband's business failure and huge debts totaling about 300
million won (about $300,000). My husband left all the responsibility for the
children and the debt to me and ran away.
By that time, I had been leading a carefree life
decorating myself gaudily with heavy make-up, earrings as big as a fist, and my
hair dyed blonde. I did not have any working experience or any other measures
to counter the crisis. I was incapable of overcoming the sudden hardship. I
became hopeless and even wished to die, but could not do it because of the
children.
To make things worse, I was devastated by a diagnosis of
malignant tumors (two with a diameter of 3 cm and one with a diameter of 2 cm)
growing between the small intestine and the large intestine. I made a
reservation for surgery at the medical center at Seoul National University,
which had the best reputation in that area.
During the twenty-day period before the surgery, I came
down to Kwangju to prepare for the worst by making the confession and receiving
the Sacrament of the Sick. I kept taking painkillers because of severe pains.
At about this time, I began visiting the Blessed Mother's House (the Chapel) in
Naju, which I had heard about before.
While praying there, I asked more for my repentance and
salvation than for physical recovery. About fifteen days after I began praying,
I remembered my past sinful life like seeing a movie. I realized my pride with
which I believed that I was leading a good life, even though I had committed
mortal sins including the attempt to commit suicide. I unceasingly shed tears
of repentance, asking forgiveness from the Lord and the Blessed Mother.
There were five Sisters near me in the Chapel also
praying. Suddenly, they said, "Oh, my! Sister! I smell powerful fragrance
of roses from you." At that moment, I became certain that the Blessed
Mother was healing me, and responded with Amen.
Soon I realized that the severe pains in my body
completely disappeared. From that day on, I have not taken any painkillers.
Soon, feeling much anxiousness, I went to the medical center at Seoul National
University for examination. To my great surprise and joy, all three malignant
tumors disappeared. The doctors were totally amazed. They said, "This is
very unusual!" They suggested further tests on me as a study case. I
underwent more than five tests, one each month. The tests using a colonoscope
were very painful, but I offered up the pains for the conversion of sinners.
After all the tests, the doctors were completely convinced of my healing and
were amazed.
Afterwards, I received a phone call or two per year from
the hospital, checking if I was doing okay. Just recently, I went through a
general examination again and the result, after ten years since the surgery, was
clean. I live a healthy and happy life. I have become healthier spiritually
and physically thanks to the graces from the Blessed Mother of Naju. I have
worked hard on my job and repaid all the debts that my husband left me. My
three children have grown up healthily in body and mind. They have a good faith
and study hard at school. Aren't these graces from the Lord and the Blessed
Mother in Naju?
Praying for the conversion of sinners and sick families,
I am joyfully looking after my mother-in-law, have forgiven my husband, and are
offering up sincere prayers of blessing for him. I continue praying, firmly
believing that my husband also will someday receive the grace of repentance
through the Blessed Mother of Naju.
Since my healing, I have never missed any of the prayer
meetings on First Saturdays and on Thursday evenings. I have done this in
gratitude to the Lord and the Blessed Mother for healing my soul and body and
also as a spiritual management of myself. Julia has emphasized that receiving
the graces is important but managing them well is even more important.
If it were not for the Blessed Mother of Naju, I would
have walked the way of ruin throughout my life, lamenting over my miserable life
and blaming and hating my husband. Instead, I listened to the messages of the
Blessed Mother of Naju and, as a result, I am living a life filled with joy,
love, peace, and gratitude. I do not envy anything in the world. I am so happy
right now. I also give love and gratitude to Julia who suffers pains all the
time to bring graces to sinners like me.
I do not have any human ambition. The only wish that I
have is that the Blessed Mother be approved soon so that the numerous souls in
the world who have lost their way, are wandering, are struggling in the world
and in their sins, and are thirsting for the sweet rain from above may be saved
like me.
Thank you.
Who can understand my joy?
Praise and glory to the Lord and the Blessed
Mother!
I had been a Protestant for almost ten years
and even a deacon.
I had been quite happy and busy in a Protestant
church.
In March of 1999, however, I had a serious
doubt about the Protestant church and became a Catholic. Soon afterwards,
my eldest daughter was wounded in a traffic accident. In early May, my
second daughter also had an accident in a restaurant. A china bowl containing
hot food fell on one of her legs. She received a first-aid treatment at
a nearby clinic. It was about 9 p.m. The next day, she was taken to a
hospital. The doctor said that she had to be hospitalized because of her
serious inflammation. Her leg became very swollen. The doctor said that
she needed to get injections of antibiotics. Since my mother was looking
after my daughter in the hospital room, I went home to bring my daughters
clothes and other personal things. When I arrived at home, there were
some parishioners who came to visit us. While praying with them, I became
more unsettled and decided to bring my daughter home. With my husbands
consent, I brought my daughter home. The next day, the parishioners came
back with some water from Naju and suggested that my daughters swollen
leg be placed in the water. I had doubts, but I needed to grab even a
straw. After my daughters leg was submerged in the water, the swelling
on her leg seemed to be reduced. It was a miracle! She was being healed!
Later, I took my daughter to my mothers,
because it was my mothers birthday. Everyone said that I was crazy, because
I did not keep my daughter in the hospital. I continued treating my daughter
at home with the water from Naju. About three weeks later, my daughters
leg was completely healed. When my mother came and saw it, I began telling
her about Jesus, the Blessed Mother and the miraculous water. I did not
think it would be easy for my mother to convert, because she had been
a fervent follower of a Buddhist sect from Japan for 29 years. I was surprised,
when she said, I want to drink some of that water, too. She also said,
I want to keep that nun and that man in my home, too! She was referring
to the statues of Jesus and the Blessed Mother.
When she arrived at her home, she burned
the Buddhist idols and converted to Catholicism. I wept for joy. The Blessed
Mother was giving us such a grace!
In the past, I thought that Catholics were
idol-worshippers. Now, I go to Mass on Sundays and on weekdays. Going
to Mass is such a joy. I had such an attachment to luxuries, but I dont
care about them any more. Who can understand my joy when I am in the Catholic
church together with my mother, my father and my husband?
¡ª Hae Kyung
Chung, Joongang Heights Bldg. 8, #1408, Sanjung 3-dong, Mokpo, Jeonnam
Province, South Korea, August 1999 Tel. (061) 273-2380
Misjudgment and misunderstanding have dissipated in the presence
of the fragrance of roses
My name is Joon Soo Park in Taegu, Korea.
I am preparing to be baptized on coming Easter Sunday. The Blessed Mother
has called me from the Protestant church.
I would like to give testimony to some people
who have been bearing beautiful fruits of love and evangelization thanks
to the fragrance which represents the presence of the Lord and the Blessed
Mother. I want to emphasize that so much prayer and acts of charity are
necessary to help save one soul and that the missionary work is never
a work of a single individual. I want to give special thanks to Virgitta
and Serena, who, despite the indifference and criticisms by those around
them, succeeded in bearing fruits of love with Jesus and Mary, who will
triumph eventually. I have realized the truth that we are all brethren
in the Lord and the Blessed Mother and that, when we are united with each
other with love, Gods presence and help stay with us without fail.
The first testimony is about Mr. Koo who
eventually came back to the Lord and the Blessed Mother after smelling
the fragrance of roses. I noticed that he was changing not only spiritually
but also in his outer appearance. When he was at work (making dresses),
he played the Marian hymns from Naju and was singing along. He looked
like an innocent boy. I was filled with joy.
Mr. Koo's wife was baptized a long time
ago, but has been away from the Church for the past 22 years. After noticing
changes in her husbands life, she came to Naju with her husband. People
teased them, saying that they were like newly-weds. He is taking instructions
by correspondence with much zeal. He is so anxious not to be late for
Mass. Mr. Koo, his wife, and myself are all catechumen, but are so happy
as we sing together praising the Lord and the Blessed Mother.
The second testimony is about a woman who
had been severely prejudiced again the Blessed Mother of Naju, but corrected
her erroneous views. The owner of a flower shop had been taking instructions,
but gave up and became a Buddhist. So, I visited him several times and
told him about my experiences. He said that he would believe in God, if
he could experience even one like what I had experienced. While I was
again telling him about the Blessed Mother of Naju in his flower shop,
a young lady came in and was listening to us. She said that she was a
Catholic and that, even though she had never been to Naju, she heard about
Naju from her pastor. Her pastor told her that the fragrance in Naju was
from perfume and that the tears of blood on the Blessed Mother's statue
were actually animal blood that people in Naju used to deceive people.
He definitely told her that the miracles in Naju were false. I was shocked,
but told her what I had experienced in Naju. At that moment, a sweet fragrance
was smelled by all three of us and was becoming stronger as we continued
talking. The young lady began shedding tears. She said that she would
surely visit Naju. I was amazed by the love and power of God, who repelled
the misjudgment and the misunderstanding in a few seconds by means of
the fragrance. The owner of the flower shop also became interested in
the Catholic Faith again.
The third testimony is about a woman who
owns a bookstore specializing in professional books. She grew up under
her grandmother who was a devout Catholic, but she stopped going to church
when she got married seven years ago. Her husband, who was one year younger
than herself, was a car dealer in a foreign country. He visited home very
infrequently. When he came and left, he left huge credit-card debts to
his wife. She was leading a difficult life, raising two children. She
was even pressed by her mother-in-law to convert to Buddhism. I felt sorry
for her, and visited her home several times. In her home, I met a man
who was about 30 years old. I thought that he was a Buddhist and began
telling him about the Life of Jesus and his miracles. As I was talking,
he kept his eyes closed. I thought that he was moved by my talk.
Several days later, I found out what had
really happened to him while I was talking to him. He was smelling a sweet
fragrance! His mother was a shaman, and he himself was somewhat into it
also. I became more anxious and went back to the bookstore to learn his
address or phone number. While I was talking to the owner of the bookstore,
she said that she was smelling a fragrance. She said that her bookstore
always had an unpleasant smell from old books and could not understand
where this fresh, sweet fragrance was coming. She said that she could
not describe how she was feeling and that she felt like crying. She said
that she wanted to rush to a church, kneel before the Lord and pray. I
was so surprised at the sudden change in her. The fragrance lasted for
about one hour. The Lord was soaking our souls in His graces like sweet
rain.
I called her next day and was told by her
that she had resumed praying the rosary in a long time, that she would
let her two children be baptized, that she would pray for her mother-in-law,
and that she would understand and love her husband more. She promised
that she would never waver in her trust in the Lord and would lead a good
life. I was amazed again by the Blessed Mothers leading many children
on the road to salvation by revealing her presence to them. I pray and
pray again that the owner of the bookstore and her family will become
a holy family in the blessing and graces by the Lord and the Blessed Mother.
I think we should do our best in spreading
the Blessed Mother's words from Naju so that more souls may go to Heaven.
Every time we work to make Naju known in little ways, the Lord and the
Blessed Mother help and, sometimes, even give us the fragrance, which
represents their presence. This confirms that the signs that they give
us Naju for this age are genuine. Thank you, Lord and the Blessed Mother!
¡ª Joon Soo
Park, 256-1 joyung-Dong, Kyungsan City, Kyongbuk, Korea, January 10, 2000,
Tel. 011-529-3783
A Testimony by Jong Won Kang
Our baby girl, 14 months old, had convulsions
for unknown reasons and was admitted to Sunchon-Hyang Hospital in Seoul
on April 19, 1995. There she received treatment for two months. The doctor
did his best, but there was no improvement. We moved her to a different
hospital, which was an oriental herbal clinic belonging to the medical
school at Kyung-Hee University, and then to the pediatrics clinic in the
same university, but her condition continued worsening. The diagnosis
for the baby was Wolf Syndrome, which is a very rare disease, occurring
only to one baby among fifty thousand. We were so depressed after hearing
from the doctor that there was no more hope. We moved the baby back to
Sunchon-Hyang Hospital, because we could not take her home and just watch
her die. Then, we called a Catholic woman by the name of Clara Lee, who
was a friend of a relative of ours. We asked her to recommend to us a
Catholic prayer house, because we could not take the baby home and watch
her die. Clara Lee said there was no prayer house in the Catholic Church
and suggested that we take the baby to the Blessed Mother's House in Naju
in South Cholla Province. So, we thought that we would let the baby die
after we ask God for the last time rather than just letting her die at
home. We took the baby out of the hospital on June 28, 1995 and directly
went to the Blessed Mother's House (=the Chapel) in Naju. We entrusted
the baby to the Will of God and began praying. While in Naju, we witnessed
truly amazing events on June 30. At about 4:30 p.m I stepped out of the
Chapel, because people were saying that there was a miracle of the sun.
I looked at the sun and saw an image of the Eucharist which was rotating
inside the sun. It was truly amazing. During the prayer meeting that night,
some people said that they saw Sacred Hosts descending to the altar before
the Blessed Mother's statue. At the end of the prayer meeting, I went
to the front of the Chapel and clearly saw the seven Sacred Hosts.
At about 10:30 p.m on July 2, we were surrounding
the seven people who were consuming the seven Sacred Hosts that had descended
on the previous night. We were with our sick baby and were praying. The
last person who received Communion was Julia. We saw that, a few seconds
after she received the Eucharist, the Sacred Host was changing into visible
Flesh and Blood on her tongue. At that moment, I was sure that God exists
and, with a deep confidence in Him, asked Him to heal the baby, holding
her in my arms. God, please let the baby live! I begged Him.
A priest dipped one of his fingers in the
Blood on Julia's tongue and, with that finger, made the Sign of the Cross
on our baby's forehead. At that moment, I was sure that our baby was going
to live. With an overwhelming joy, we cried a lot and offered up a prayer
of thanksgiving.
On the same night, I could not sleep and
was standing outside the Chapel and praying before the Blessed Mother's
large statue in the yard. There also were two priests from abroad, two
other foreign pilgrims and Sebastian Kwon from Buchon (in Korea). One
of the two priests, who was from Guam, stepped on the rocks to get closer
to the Blessed Mother's statue, because he saw something unusual. What
he saw was the Blessed Mother's tears on her statue outside the Chapel.
I was very amazed and looked closely at the Blessed Mother's face. She
indeed was shedding tears from her eyes, mucous from her nostrils, and
sweat from her face. The front yard where the statue was became filled
with the fragrance of roses. It was truly a miracle. A miracle, which
I had only been hearing about, occurred before my eyes.
I swear that my testimony is true. We are
still overwhelmed with what happened and continue thanking God.
¡ª Chong-Won
Kang, Shinan Apartment, Buidling 107, #105
Pungmu-dong, Kimpo, Kyungki Province,
Korea
Tel. 0341-98-0110, 0341-983-3027, July
3, 1995
(Translator's Note in July 1999:
The scenes described in this testimony can be seen in the video: Mary
Draws Us To The Eucharist #1. The baby girl, who was healed, is growing
as a healthy, happy child.)
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A sick family healed by the Blessed Mother
My name is Angela Lim living in Busan, South
Korea. I divorced my husband 18 years ago and have been raising two children.
No one will understand how many times I have cried or how much pain I
have endured. Tears of blood have been flowing inside me.
I was so resentful and decided to take revenge
by earning as much money as possible and raising the children in the best
way possible. I worked like an ox, even though I had some sickness. My
heart was always sizzling with resentment and anger, unable to forgive.
I was angry with the world and, sometimes, even with God.
On December 8, 1987, I had an opportunity
to visit Naju. There was a prayer meeting for the consecration of the
new Chapel, to which the Blessed Mother's statue was moved from Julia's
apartment. At that meeting, Julia relayed the Blessed Mother's messages
to us:
The just anger of God the Father is overflowing.
Do not criticize or judge others, but convert yourself. . . . Families
are sick. Sanctify your family by loving one another. Never blame others,
but always blame yourself only. Those who accept my messages will experience
a renewal of their souls through my messages of love. . . .
I was totally shaken up by these messages
and Julia's testimonies. I was crying loudly. Until that time, I always
thought that I was right. I never admitted any fault on my part. As I
had always been blaming others and been full of anger, I felt so shameful
before the Lord and the Blessed Mother. My heart was shaken up in an indescribable
way and I was crying uncontrollably. I cried and cried, as I was deciding
to forgive and accept my husband.
People around me in the Chapel asked me
to control the noise. So, I crawled out and began cleaning the bathroom
floor. I cleaned it thoroughly remembering Julia's words: Let us become
a mop to clean souls. I wanted to become a mop for cleaning my husband,
who was sick both spiritually and physically. I continued cleaning other
corners around the Chapel. I felt so grateful to Julia, who suffered pains
for the conversion of others, including me.
I went to the place where my husband was
staying. He was in bed alone and very sick. He also had many debts. Momentarily,
I felt angry, but soon this was replaced with an overwhelming sense of
pity. We came home together and the Blessed Mother gradually restored
his health. I got my spouse back after 18 long years, thanks to the Blessed
Mother and her love. My dear children! Love even your enemies. If you
live according to the love of God, you will be saved. These words
of the Blessed Mother given to us through Julia were the medicine that
gave our family a new life.
How can we say we love the Lord without
loving our spouses, regardless of the situation? When I see his shortcomings,
I realize they are truly my own shortcomings. My husband now looks like
St. Joseph to me, as the Blessed Mother is filling my ignorant heart with
her love.
The grace I received was so precious that
I have been encouraging others to accept the Blessed Mother's love, too.
Sometimes, we rent a bus, as there were quite a few people who wanted
to visit Naju. Many around me, my relatives, friends and neighbors have
been baptized. Sometimes, even Buddhist monks and Protestant clergymen
joined the group and converted with tears in front of the Blessed Mother's
statue in Naju. My husband is always anxious that I do not miss the trip
to Naju. Often, he cannot come along because of the business. When I go
to Naju without him, he waits for me at home in the evening, praying with
a candlelight lit.
Now, whenever we have any difficulties or
pains, I rush to the Blessed Mother in Naju. So far, she has taken care
of all our problems. She knows all about our problems, whether they are
spiritual or physical. Whenever we rush to her, trusting her, she helps
us not just me but, my whole family. We have experienced this so many
times. Our Lord also cures, through the Blessed Mother, physical sicknesses
which were declared incurable by doctors.
Before visiting Naju, I had tried many other
ways: charismatic prayer retreats, fasting, overnight prayers and so on.
But I could not find peace of mind from them. The Blessed Mother cured
my hardened heart and liberated me with love in Naju.
I am writing this testimony in immense gratitude
to the Lord for curing my spiritual and physical sicknesses. I hope that
others who are in difficulties will also find the boundless love of the
Blessed Mother in Naju. Our Blessed Mother frequently said that we could
reach glory only through suffering.
I cannot write here about all of the numerous
sufferings I went through before conversion. Now I realize that even those
many sufferings were given to me, because the Lord loves me. I give the
Lord and the Blessed Mother my endless gratitude. I pray that each and
every family in the whole world experience this healing by the Lord and
become a small church.
¡ª Angela
Lim , 18 Bupyong-dong 1-ka Chung-ku, Pusan, Korea, June 1992
Through my Mother's suffering the peace in the family has been restored.
We had even been preparing for her funeral. . .
On the day we first visited Naju, the Blessed
Mother was weeping lots of tears of blood through her statue. We cried
loudly for a long time, repenting our sins and our indifference to her,
who was actually so close to us all the time. Since then, we visited Naju
frequently, filled with the desire to see the Blessed Mother.
On October 19, 1990, we attended an overnight
prayer service for the first time. While listening to Julia relay the
Blessed Mother's messages to us, I could not control myself and wept so
much repenting my sins.
When Julia prayed for me near the end of
the prayer meeting, I felt her hand as hot as an iron as it was touching
my chest. I also felt an intense pain on the left side of my chest, which
lasted until the next day. But, on subsequent days, my health improved
visibly every day. My diabetes, which had afflicted me for 30 years, was
gone! I stopped all the medication for the diabetes, but felt as light
as a feather in my body. Now I can eat anything: rice, candy, chocolate,
etc. My 20 year-old arthritis was also cured. Before, I had trouble bending
my knees. Excess water had to be taken out of my knee joints. Now, it
is all gone.
My mother had her first stroke in October
1991. She was in the hospital for three months. But, on May 1, 1992, she
had another stroke. Doctors said it was hopeless. The whole family (25)
gathered, expecting the worst. But, because my mother loved the Blessed
Mother in Naju so much, we informed Julia. She came at about 10 p.m on
May 3. We were shocked, when Julia began praying for my Mother's recovery.
Everyone had already given up hope. My mother remained unconscious.
A while later, as Julia continued praying,
my mother opened her eyes and, looking at Julia, said, The holy water!
and, Forgive me. Julia prayed so fervently. She prayed for each
of us, too. She left a little past midnight. My mother continued recovery
and ate some food. By daybreak, she became fully alert and spoke clearly.
All of us were in such a shock that we couldn't
even talk well. Our nine brothers and sisters were all married, but had
different religions. We had lots of distrust and tension in the family.
Now, because of Julia's prayers, we cried and repented. Instead of blaming
each other, we all admitted our own faults. This was a truly amazing miracle.
We embraced each other and cried loudly asking for forgiveness. We offered
up our endless gratitude to the Lord and the Blessed Mother for the restored
peace in our family.
In fact, my mother was always sad about
the different religions and tension among her children and offered rosary
prayers for each of us from 3:30 a.m every day. God allowed this grace
of conversion and restoration of peace in the family because of my Mother's
and Julia's prayers.
Through Julia's prayers for each of us that
night, my 83 year-old father-in-law was cured of an intestinal inflammation,
which everyone said was incurable. Four others were cured of various sicknesses
like ulcers, arthritis, and pleurisy. My whole family converted because
of these amazing miracles. We all came back to the Blessed Mother in Naju
and began a life of prayers.
Praise to the Lord and the Blessed Mother
in all eternity for curing and sanctifying our family. Amen.
¡ª Raphael
Kim, Youngkwang, Jeonnam, South Korea
May 20, 1992
I had a hole in my heart, a cancer in my bone marrow and an inflammation
in my spines. Because they were incurable, I even tried to take my own
life by taking pills. But. . .?
My name is Mary Lee living in Busan, Korea.
When I was born, there was a hole in my heart. Doctors said I could not
live more than a few months. But I did not die. I left the hospital when
I was three years old.
Since then, I grew up without God in my
life. It was a sinful life. But my condition deteriorated and I had to
go to the hospital again. The doctor said the hole reappeared in my heart
and was growing. He said I needed surgery. This was very painful to me,
both psychologically and physically. I was not able to pay for the surgery,
but my parents and the rest of my family helped. I was hospitalized on
September 2, 1989 and went through many tests. The surgery was on September
11 and took eight and a half hours.
One month later, I left the hospital. I
was weeping for joy in the taxi coming home. Then, I was visiting the
hospital periodically for checkup and treatment. But, disappointingly,
the chest pain got worse and there was also a lump growing on my chest.
At night, I was unable to sleep because of the pain. So, I had to go through
another surgery. One month later, there still was no improvement and,
so, there was another surgery. By that time, there even was inflammation
in my bones and bone marrow. Parts of my ribs had to be cut off. These
operations were so painful. I had to take so much medicine and injections
every day. I even wanted to die.
But, one day, I somehow began praying to
the Blessed Mother. There was a statue of hers at the entrance of the
hospital. I prayed before the statue every evening, Forgive me and
rescue me. Let me get out of this hospital, please. About two months
after I started the prayer, I asked the doctor so persistently to let
me go home that he finally did. But my condition did not improve and my
bones continued to decay.
One day, I went to a prayer meeting at a
church in Choryang, a northern suburb of Busan. There, I met a lady who
told me about the weeping statue of the Blessed Mother in Naju. Again,
that night, I was not able to sleep because of the pain.
The next morning, I went to the lady who
told me about Naju. She lent me some video tapes from Naju. As I was watching
them at home that night, I felt as if my heart were breaking up. I realized
that God truly exists and also that the Blessed Mother truly lives. I
cried and cried watching the tapes all night.
The next day, I asked the same lady if I
could visit Naju. She introduced me to another lady who had experienced
many blessings in Naju. She told me much about Naju and also said that
I could be cured, both spiritually and physically, if I went there.
Later, I was able to visit Naju. There,
I watched another video showing Julia's sufferings. I cried so much, repenting
my sins. I was able to firmly believe that Jesus and the Blessed Mother
were alive. In the past, I hated many people around memy parents, brothers,
sisters, husband and neighbors. Sometimes, I was angry with God, too.
But, now, I realized that all the problems were because of my own fault.
I cried continuously, beating my chest and thinking that Julia was suffering
because of my sins. I felt so grateful to the Blessed Mother, because
I was led to the Lord and received so much grace from Him through the
Blessed Mother's tears and Julia's sufferings. I came home filled with
grace and joy.
A few days later, I wanted to go to Naju
again. So, I did with a few friends. Since then, I went to Naju several
times every month and found my health steadily improving. Soon, my bones
became completely cured. I stopped taking pills and shots altogether.
My stomach, liver and kidneys became healthy, too. My heart problem disappeared
totally. Before, my body was a total mess with so many sicknesses and
seven surgeries. When I converted and repented before the Lord, He completely
cured my physical sicknesses as well. Our Lord also took care of our dire
poverty. Now we even run our own store.
Blessed Mother! You called this wretched
and unworthy sinner with your tears and led me to the Lord. You are truly
our Mediatrix!
Truly living Jesus! All the glory to
You in all eternity! Amen.
¡ª Mary Lee,
139 Yongsun 3-dong Yongdo-ku, Pusan, Korea, May 1992 |